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Savor
the moment before it's too late Associate Editor I
wish I had a quarter for every time my idea of school has changed. Like
everything else in life, the impressions a man has evolves as he grows
older. My
idea of school, starting out, was not all that great. In elementary,
school was a place my parents forced me to go to every weekday. Why
sit in a classroom, learning stupid stuff, when I could be outside
playing, or at home watching cartoons, I thought. Little
did I know things were about to get worse. Junior high was my own
personal little hell. Since I was at least a couple of inches smaller
than the other kids, and had a mouth a couple of times larger than the
other kids, I was constantly getting myself into fights, and on the
receiving end of swirlies, wedgies and the sort. My
first few years of high school weren t much better. Then
came my junior and senior years, when school suddenly became fun. I wish
I could look back and pinpoint the event, which changed the current of
my academic life, but I can t. School went from being a place I
avoided at every turn, to a place I wouldn t miss for the world. And
why would I? Life was good. I
was excelling as a long-distance runner on the track team, and school
provided a steady diet of dates for Friday and Saturday nights, not to
mention cool parties down by the creek after football games.
Unfortunately, I enjoyed my last few years of high school a little bit
too much. I ended up graduating with a C average. Then
came college. I don t know what snapped in me, but I was determined to
once again succeed in school. Fortunately/unfortunately, I went at it in
excess - as I tend to do with everything. I obsessed every time I made
an A minus instead of an A plus on a test. I recoiled in horror at the
very thought of my precious GPA dropping by even a 10th of a point. This
level of determination is what my teachers and other authority figures
had been trying to instill in me my entire life. However, I can t help
but ask myself this: Has it all been worth it? Don t
get me wrong - academics have gotten me far in college, as in life. I
wouldn t trade my mentions on the Dean s List, my studies abroad at
Oxford, or my other educational accomplishments for the world. But all
work and no play makes Jacob a dull boy. Sure, I ve had fun my first
few years of college, but fun has only been had after the homework was
done, or if class was out of session. Going out on a Thursday night?
Give me a break! I had class in the morning. Now
that my college life is quickly wrapping up, what I hope to accomplish
is the enjoyment of the college experience along with the
maintaining of my grades. That s right - I want to have my cake and
eat it too. The way I see it, college is the Mardi Gras of life - that
one last celebration before the great abstinence known as the corporate
world and marriage. My commitment to academics hasn t changed a bit,
but my priorities have. Ten years down the road, I m not going to give
a rat s behind what I made on last Friday s Spanish test. What I
will care about is the friends I ve made, the things I ve done, and
the experiences I ve had. Ask
any old-timer what he would change if he could go back in time, and I
guarantee most would say they wish they would have had more fun as a
young person. When I m old a gray, whittling on a piece of wood,
telling my grandkids what the world was like back in my day, I
want to be able to speak of my college years without any sense of
regret. You re only young
once -- savor the moment. |